Find Me

Going crazy outta my mind these days So much shit I gotta decide these days Listenin' to all the lies they say (say) Starting up my car, I'm trying to get away Seems like I've been driving all day Smoking and drinking all by myself Hoping they're wishing I find myself Lost and alone Come find me I just wanna feel loved Come try me Lost and alone I've been looking but I haven't found nothing yet She been trying to kick it all the time but I am just Posted, chilling all by myself, weed crumbs on my thumbs getting high as hell Kush smoke, chase it down with a little liquor Then I hop off the freeway just to swerve through the city Got cop lights behind me, damn, I hope they don't kill me like whoosh ahh Calm down, rubbin' on my temples I'm smoking and drinking all by myself Hoping and wishing I find myself In the late night catching a vibe by myself Lord willing we don't die tonight we gon' fly tonight And I fly by myself Realizing that I can't hide from myself Close my eyes just to see what's inside of myself I cry by myself Lost and alone Come find me I just wanna feel loved Come try me Lost and alone My sister say I'm changing a lot Someone by the water finally made it straight outta Compton Father calling me, like, "Son we hardly see you at all Yeah, I know you out here shining but you can't do it all by yourself" And I can hear the voice of my mom, telling me to pray for understanding, wisdom and knowledge Wish I knew what I know now back when I dropped out of college Sometimes I feel like I can have way more shit accomplished It don't matter 'cause I'm smoking and drinking all by myself Hoping and wishing I find myself In the late night catching a vibe by myself Lord willing we don't die tonight we gon' fly tonight And I fly by myself Realizing that I can't hide from myself Close my eyes just to see what's inside of myself I cry by myself Lost and alone Come find me I just wanna feel loved Come try me Lost and alone --- Find Me - Buddy