Decades of Despair

I'm drifting through life without any goals Blindfolded fool, in my heart there's a hole I've looked everywhere but I can't find the real me The righteous one, the one I always wanted to be In my dreams I'm all covered in blood Beaten to death, lying in the mud If I died tonight it would be such a relief My soul would finally be free To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream Sleepless nights turn into years Decades of despair All hope is gone since years ago Almighty god bring me home Unconscious for the last time in my life I hate it! Time to lie down and die Let the darkness take me home A beautiful end of my totally wasted life To a blood-filled sky or down below, that's where I belong For I have lied, and I have sinned and I have killed your dream Sleepless nights turn into years Decades of despair All hope is gone since years ago Almighty god bring me home --- Decades of Despair - Carnal Forge