Killing Me

It's 2 AM, hear the cellular ringin' Got the curious feelin' you're fiendin' for love But the thing is, we haven't spoken for weeks I love you bad, that's the problem occurrin' Better love I deserve, and I'm hurtin' But sadly, I worship every moment we meet So you take and you take 'cause you know you can And I chase as you're chasin' another man Try to break, see your face and I know that I can't Oh You're killing me You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah) Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin' To know how lucky you are You're killing me I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah) And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin' I can't let go of your heart I take your call, you say, "What's the matter?" Then you lie to me faster and faster, you're such a good actor I hear your car in the driveway Now you're tossin' a rock at my windowpane Said, "I don't wanna talk, just go away" But you claw at the locks 'til I let you invade Oh You're killing me (killing) You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah) Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin' To know how lucky you are You're killing me (killing) I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah) And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin' I can't let go of your heart I wanna die, but you keep me alive You're killing me, you're killing me I wanna die, but you keep me alive You're killing me, you're killing me I wanna die, but you keep me alive You're killing me, you're killing me Fight to survive, oh, love of my life You're killing me Oh-oh You're killing me (killing) You're not makin' it easy (ah-ah-ah) Too busy deceivin' and cheatin' and lyin' and competin' To know how lucky you are (oh) You're killing me (killing) I just want you to free me (ah-ah-ah) And though I am cryin' and bleedin' and barely breathin' I can't let go of your heart I wanna die but you keep me alive You're killing me (killing), you're killing me (killing, oh-oh) I wanna die but you keep me alive No, I can't let go of your heart You're killing me (ha) --- Killing Me - Conan Gray