Happy Face

Why are you feeling this way I wish that I could take away your pain Why are you feeling this way I told you everything will be okay Only time I see you smiles for the pictures that you pose in Smiley face emojis in the caption when you post it Hoping that your family and your friends will never notice But I notice you've been putting on this act come on we both know it Why do conversations have to turn so vicious Why does getting close to you is when you feel most distant How come when I try and talk you say I just don't listen But when I stop now you're mad that I don't have an opinion Come on I'm at a cross-roads I'm trying to see it if from both ways like when you cross roads You say you lost hope fell inside that hole and so I threw you a rope You ain't grab it so I took it and I left you alone I can't help but feeling mad when you just push me away I can't help but feeling mad when you can't look me in the face And you just disregard the things that I was trying to tell you Hell you'll never know what that just took me to say I gave you every chance to try and make a change But no matter what I do it's just gonna stay the same Maybe I'm the problem, should we take a break Still don't know what happened That's why I keep on asking Why are you feeling this way I wish that I could take away your pain Why are you feeling this way I told you everything will be okay Of course I post pictures of me smiling and laughing Happy face caption Hoping if I portray the life that I wanted Maybe one day I'll wake up and it actually happens But for now I guess it's back to the acting You're the only person I can ever be myself around I don't need you trying to be my savior that ain't helping now If I'm walking on the edge please don't try and help me down Just stay close until I find myself a healthy ground I don't need solutions I need comfort Pointing out the problems trying to solve it makes the cuts hurt Sometimes life sucks and sometimes love hurts And telling me that everything's okay just makes it much worse It should be okay to not be okay Cause dealing with these feelings really taught me some things And I know you think it's not gonna change But I'd rather you walk with me than be walking away Why are you feeling this way I wish that I could take away your pain Why are you feeling this way I told you everything will be okay --- Happy Face - Connor Price