Traumatized

Apologize, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through Apologize, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through Yeah, you fed me lies when you called me bro Ayy, wore disguises, you want me gone Fed up, my eyes peeled when I'm on the road 17 close, man, you never know Candy showed me ropes, my life under scopes How could I stop now? I'm sellin' hope It's the one who hold the pain who don't show the most If shit go down like slopes, I move how I'm supposed to Smoke to comatose, we never had the most Runnin' from the feds, tearin' up my soles Niggas talkin' like they can, but we know they won't Them boys rap about a lot of shit we know they don't My chest hurt, man, these scars are purp Let 'em breathe wrong, we on red alert Shit around me, seasons change, but we never change We all see the rain, pray for better days Apologized, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through Apologize, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through Yeah, 'member my pockets were broken I tell my partner to roll one You held me down way more than often Told me, "Patience for the chosen" We made the path look like aerobics I'm livin' so high 'cause it's cold here Them little reminders is golden I had to go sleep with the roaches I gave love and loyalty, everything And all that I get back is bogus It took me some time to expose it I can't kiss no ass on some ho shit I gotta get bread, that's a notion You ain't put in work and you foldin' I live my life in the moment So my emotions ain't know when they're frozen Apologize, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through Apologize, but that's not the issue Crossed me twice, now I can't forgive you I'm traumatized, all the shit I've been through Traumatized, everything I've been through (Thing I've been through) Traumatized, everything I've been through --- Traumatized - Cousin Stizz