HAPPY ENDING

I met god Just for a minute Sat in his house Took a look around And saw I didn't fit in I tried love (I tried love) Gave me something to believe in (gave me something to believe in) Planning futures from the start, giving pieces of my heart Just to end up leaving (just to end up leaving) Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending? And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending That my skin isn't crawling My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds? Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending? I got high (I got high) You name it, I've tried it (you name it, I've tried it) Sure, I'm sober now and everybody's proud But I miss my vices (vices) And I tried to be your hero (and I tried to be your hero) I lent you my voice (I lent you my voice) I was your poster child, it was working for a while But it didn't fill the void Am I gonna die trying to find my happy ending? And will I ever know what it's like to be fine without pretending That my skin isn't crawling My demons aren't calling and tearing me to shreds? Am I gonna die trying to find my happy, find my happy ending? (Whoa, whoa, whoa) Find my happy ending (Whoa, whoa, whoa) Trying to find my happy ending