NAVIG8

Can't live this life down I get the feelin that I like to prove I don't care for nights out But tell me how I'm supposed to hear Those snares and frail sounds I let the villain in my mind consume I Won't fear the light now But tell me how am I to navigate Waves are crashing on the roads I'll face I support my head hands on my face and I just touch brakes and brace it Thinking of you , just stay Stay Stay thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay Thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay you Better than running most days begin to fade my feelings begin to fake out Roaming your mind Whilst on mine When I'm finna breakout Niggas take me for a fool But I ain't dropping outta school I asked my momma for 1 year And if I blow I lead pursuit So either I torch my room when I aint feeling so eager I killed my clowns summertime 09 I been banging on virgils mind Can you wait your turn And I don't even doubt the vision It's somewhere But I'm hopin I feel it different I feel so paranoid like all the time The pressure breaking and taking My disposition decisions failing to make them Like damn Why do I even try They say I'm struggling Forward I'm feelin some way I hold it Showed not to show it I laughed but failed to even cry I'm losing function Those lyrics I'm talkin through them But they just didn't wanna listen Like damn why do i even try They lookin at me like damn why do i even try But tell me how am I to navigate Waves are crashing on the roads I'll face I support my head hands on my face I just touch brakes and brace it Thinking of you , just stay Stay Stay thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay Thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay thinking of you Just stay Stay Stay you Black duffel bag Grippin on me like twine And I peddle past Not tryna pay it no mind But who am I ? I can't fake my pride I can't dim my shine Ill come back with style The people closest to me God won't take from me Will take from me Have I been wasting all my life with you ?