spaghetti hoops

Spaghetti hoops Dripping off my spoon Wrapped up in co-codamol Reclusive drug abuse I haven't seen the winter sun shine Rays glisten Cigarettes and alcohol I'm easily seduced And I've been spending money like I've got it Refueling the rocket Saying things that I don't mean To the people I need most And there ain't no way to stop it Like, what is going on And what have I become I'm running through the city like a vagabond But it's a free country so I'ma do it if I want 'Cause I would try anything once But it doesn't get much better than this And if this headache sustains I will blow out my brains It's all good, it's all good It's all over It's all good, it's all good It's all over I just heard the news, I can't believe it's true When did common courtesy fall into disuse It really is a fucked up world we live in Stuck like peanut butter in this melancholy mood I've been tryna rise above it But can't let go of these beloved drugs I've infected my mind A life full of lemons, and I don't feel alive And it don't feel right, it don't feel right This devil friend of mine who lives deep inside Told me I should contemplate my suicide And if this headache sustains I will blow out my brains It's all good, it's all good It's all over It's all good, it's all good It's all over I show no love on the surface 'Cause nobody is worth it Nobody deserves shit In this world In this world I show no loving in person My disguise must be working Nobody is perfect It's such a stupid concept I won't be the first one Got it all wrong on purpose Joined an emotional circus I threw my life to the breeze First it floated through the sky But it landed in a furnace I booked my place in heaven, I reserved it So I will see you there if you're worth it Show no love on the surface I show no love on the surface --- spaghetti hoops - easy life