Drunk

I wanna be drunk when I wake up On the right side of the wrong bed And never an excuse I made up Tell you the truth I hate What didn't kill me It never made me stronger at all Love will scar your makeup, lip sticks to me So now I'll maybe lean back there I'm sat here, wishin' I was sober I know I'll never hold you like I used to But our house gets cold when you cut the heating Without you to hold, I'll be freezing Can't rely on my heart to beat it 'Cause you take part of it every evening Take words out of my mouth just from breathing Replace with phrases like, "When you leavin' me?" Should I, should I? Maybe I'll get drunk again I'll be drunk again I'll be drunk again To feel a little love I wanna hold your heart in both hands Not watch it fizzle at the bottom of a Coke can And I got no plans for the weekend So should we speak then? Keep it between friends? Though I know you'll never love me like you used to There may be other people like us Who see the flicker of the clipper when they light up Flames just create us But burns don't heal like before You don't hold me anymore On cold days, cold plays out like the band's name I know I can't heal things with a handshake You know I can't change, as I began sayin' You cut me wide open like landscape Open bottles of beer but never champagne To applaud you with the sound that my hands make Should I? Should I? Maybe I'll get drunk again I'll be drunk again I'll be drunk again To feel a little love All by myself I'm here again All by myself You know I'll never change All by myself All by myself I'm just drunk again I'll be drunk again I'll be drunk again To feel a little love --- Drunk - Ed Sheeran