cynical fairytale

In this isolated tower In the middle of nowhere It gets a little lonely But I don't let down my hair Cause close relationships are far more stressful than they seem I'd rather face reality than chase a silly dream Mother knows best She claims to know the future I'll fall in love Live happily ever after with my suitor To be honest I'd prefer avoiding all the hassle I'm fine inside my tower, really, I don't need a castle, so Fuck love, I don't understand it 18 years with no luck, I feel stranded Drifting through the water, I just wanna see the light But the fog is awfully stubborn and the feeling's never right Fuck love, really what's the purpose Other than to make me feel uncomfortable and nervous Overthinking every single thing I wanna say Will it make you think I'm stupid, will it make you run away Oh Fuck love Fuck love I guess I always figured That I'd be in love now So I try to force my feelings Hoping it'll work somehow My friends all have their princes and I'm feeling left behind Will I ever understand or will I always be this blind Mother knows best She tells me not to worry Just wait a couple years And love will find me in a hurry But honestly it's looking like the odds are pretty slim Given that flynn rider's out there, I'd probably reject him Fuck love, I don't understand it 18 years with no luck, I feel stranded Drifting through the water, I just wanna see the light But the fog is awfully stubborn and the feeling's never right Fuck love, really what's the purpose Other than to make me feel uncomfortable and nervous Overthinking every single thing I wanna say Will it make you think I'm stupid, will it make you run away Oh Fuck love, Fuck love Fuck love, Fuck love, Fuck love And I keep wondering and wondering But this is how it's always been I've spent all these years alone Not letting anybody in And I keep wondering and wondering And wondering and wondering When will my life begin Mother knows best And she claims to know the future I'll fall in love Live happily ever after with my suitor And if I'm being honest well it doesn't sound that bad But I blew the only shot at that I think I ever had so Fuck love I don't even deserve it I've tried my best but still I'm far from perfect Watching from the windows wishing I could feel the same But my feelings are defective, I guess I'm the one to blame Oh, fuck love Go ahead, call me a cynic Gut a happy ending is so unrealistic What's the point in trying if I know it won't work out And I'll earn a broken heart that I'd be better off without Oh Fuck love, Fuck love Fuck love, Fuck love, Fuck love