If Only

There's so many things we left undone So much we didn't do Still got that shirt you let me borrow That I never returned to you So many things I should've done But I always got off track Here's the money that I owe you That you never asked for back 'Cause you never asked for anything, Not anything at all Except once in a while You'd ask if I could give you a call How I wish that I had listened then How I wish I gave a damn How I wish that I could call you now Just to tell you how I am If only I had found the time If only I had even tried If only I had done enough Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much Since the day you left us Things just haven't been the same My family hasn't spoken Since the day you went away If only you could see us now I know you'd be ashamed Can you send me a sign from heaven And help us change our ways? If only I had found the time If only I had even tried If only I had done enough Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much I can hear your voice in everything In every single song And it's tough holding my head up high Still knowing that you're gone These times are so confusing But I know that in the end We will spread our wings and fly away The day we meet again Don't leave, I need you now If only I had found the time If only I had even tried If only I had done enough Having to let you go wouldn't have to hurt so much I need you now If only I had found the time (I need you now) If only I had even tried (I need you now) If only I had done enough (I need you now) Having to let you go Wouldn't have to hurt so much --- If Only - Escape the Fate