Defeated

Feelings have faded And ground away All this time I've played Undefined in Reasoned affair We who seek A reason or why Are returned Defeated In time We that bleed In reach for the sky Are interred To cling for dear life All this ancient forest I've a nature to burn To the flame All native grounds That stand defiant Of what I've become Belated it seems All connection To what I could feel Being trained From a boy Not to suffer Has raped All our joy I am another Devout deliberator Indecision is love Visions of the past A religion of descent I'm chanting All the time All the time In turn Belated it seems All connection To what I could feel Being trained From a boy Not to suffer Has raped All our joy --- Defeated - Famyne