i had a dream that you died

I had a dream that you died We're not the closest but you're a friend of mine I woke up and realized It was my subconscious showing me what it would be like If this situation gets anymore out of hand All of my sorta friends will be like "Whoa I kinda knew that guy" So I keep fighting each day Against this avalanche, I feel like a lava lamp The way that I've been totally fucked by time I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me And I had a dream that I saw A blue whale jump out of the water, standing on the docks It took me back to Omaha For no reason other than the happiness I felt that so often seems lost And then I got to thinking How recently a lot I ponder suicide but I could never do that to my mom So I keep fighting each day Against this maelstrom I feel like a chia pet the way my hair looks dumb And my heart is made of stone I had a dream that I saw A blue whale, I was happy I had a dream that I saw A blue whale, I was happy I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died Somehow made it about me I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died I had a dream that you died We're not the closest but you're a friend of mine