A Violet Ending

GO! Don't try over and over My veins on the floorboard Spilling out the empty summer Your chemical heart beats Across our reflection And shattered what was left of your self intent Buried under the memory silence cuts our breath You lost your affection and I lost myself Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night? Remember all the awful things you said out loud? When nothing feels like home And nothing lasts forever I'm asleep in a dream Wide awake in a nightmare The embers of your cigarettes cast ashes over my regrets A shallow reminder of your self intent Buried under the memory silence cuts our breath You lost your affection and I lost myself Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night? Remember all the awful things you said out loud? When nothing feels like home And nothing lasts forever I'm asleep in a dream Wide awake in a nightmare Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find (A violet ending on your lips that carved the words you sang from depths That I could never I could never find) Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find A violet ending on your lips that carved the words you sang from depths That I could never I could never find (Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find) Do you know what it's like to lie in bed awake at night? Remember all the awful things you said out loud? When nothing feels like home And nothing lasts forever I'm asleep in a dream Wide awake in a nightmare Don't you ever wake me up you won't like what you find