Heads Up

I'm repeating myself Over and over again I can't listen to what I'm saying, so I cover my ears All the same words are phrased in a different way But the message remains the same, so I better stay Silent till all of this changed I'm waiting for a better day I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Just look at me now Such a freak in its own tragedy But I don't want you to pity me So let's rather stay Silent till all of this changed I'm forcing myself through these days I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation I feel stuck, oh I feel stuck Just give me some more time to think I'm losing all my patience I feel so irrelevant Look at me now Ugly unintelligent I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation Oh I feel like giving up to get a real bad reputation I really hate myself so much 'cause I'm more than just a little messed up I gotta keep my head up in this crappy situation I gotta keep my head up