Hideous Infirmity

Suddenly facial remains everywhere Perpetual disfigurement that I'll have to bear My hideous infirmity Brings disgust to their faces Destined to have a mask Stuck on my face forever Unconscious, here I lie As I'm waiting my demise The only thing that I had in my mind Was to leave this world for a better life But I never thought I would fail My inflicted homicide Grafting and countless surgeries Just can't embellish my monstrosity Grafting and countless surgeries Just can't embellish my monstrosity Gruesome scars on my face Which will never be erased Having lived with this pain in mind Make me see this world through a different eye But it's up to them to change Their biases inside When I came near losing my own life It made me learn the true meaning of a smile My hideous infirmity Brings disgust to their faces Destined to have a mask Stuck on my face forever --- Hideous Infirmity - Gorguts