21

I missed your twenty-first birthday, I've been up at home Almost tried to call you, don't know if I should Hate to picture you half-drunk happy Hate to think you went out without me I'm sorry if you blame me, if I were you, I would Thought you'd see it comin', but you never could I still haven't heard from your family But you said your mom always loved me Sometimes I go blurry-eyed Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire Lights on and it's black and white I couldn't stay forever I see the look in your eye and I'm bitin' my tongue You'll be the love of my life when I was young When the night is over Don't call me up, I'm already under I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again I'll be the love of your life inside your head When the night is over Don't call me up, I'm already under Audrey said she saw you out past twelve o'clock Just because you're hurtin' doesn't mean I'm not If it doesn't go away by the time I turn thirty I made a mistake and I'll tell you I'm sorry, "Sorry" Sometimes I go blurry-eyed Small talk and you tell me that you're on fire Lights on and it's black and white I couldn't stay forever I see the look in your eye and I'm bitin' my tongue You'll be the love of my life when I was young When the night is over Don't call me up, I'm already under I get a little bit alone sometimes and I miss you again I'll be the love of your life inside your head When the night is over Don't call me up, I'm already under --- 21 - Gracie Abrams