Free Now

This isn't what you want, it's only how you feel You openly admit you're far away from healing And I hate to pull the plug, but I think I get your deal I finally know better than to wait for you back here And I hope you know I don't think You're a bad guy, that you're damaged Took you two months, only two to raise the bar You're the saddest, but a good kid Almost loved you, but I didn't I could laugh now, how we tried to play those parts I know that you're removed, I can feel it when we talk You start to let me in, but then you shut it off And it's half of you that hurts sometimes, the half that I don't get I swear that I'm not mad at you, but I can't share your bed now And I can't imagine, when you go home Does she follow like an echo? Like your shadow, you can try, but you can't run From the truth of what you both made That you blew up on a Tuesday How does pain taste when it melts into your tongue? It's a pain that I caught you at a bad time It's a shame that I memorized your outline You were straight up with me, you were so kind But I knew what you knew, honey, great minds It was harsh 'cause I lost what I wanted I was brave when I kissed you in London We're collateral here, man, we got hit Hope you find somewhere safe for your baggage Every page that I wrote, you were on it Feel you deep in my bones, you're the current And I showed no restraint, it was something I was scared of 'til you made me love it If you find yourself out, if there is a right time Chances are I'll be here, we could share a lifeline If you feel like fallin', catch me on the way down Never been less empty, all I feel is free now If you find yourself out, if there is a right time Chances are I'll be here, we could share a lifeline If you feel like fallin', catch me on the way down Never been less empty, all I feel is free now --- Free Now - Gracie Abrams