Sunny Side Of Hell

Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain Sunny, yesterday my life was filled with rain Sunny, you smiled at me and really eased the pain Now the dark days are gone and the bright days are here and my sunny side shines Come on man, not your same old shit I’ve been living steady wobbling on the edge Chasing life around in circles trying to decompress my head I feel it get intense, choose to break my bread and spread it around Take my every single thought into this pen and jot it down 'Cause it’s the truth to me, you should see It’s all that ever helped Held my shattered world together when I knocked it off the shelf into the blackness Tripping over broken hearts and homes and getting close enough to turn that kid inside of me to stone And I’ll admit it, cause I was never taught to give it up Sailed an ocean full of drug addicted misincouraged blood Without a paddle It took a lot of faith to fight my battles and tackle a couple of habits I never thought that I’d have to But did, bottle the water under the bridge and toss another written page of my history to the wind When it blows, cause all of this disaster has lead me home and left a lot of room for me to learn to grow Yeah you are not alone Grab hold of yourself, I know what it’s like to get blown away I know you, that You’ve done your dirt and you’ve dug your graves and it feels like it won’t be saved I say grab hold yourself and face those days when you feel like it always rains I’ve seen the sunny side of hell, that which I never Thought I’d find for myself Never thought I’d find for myself Not your same old song I’ve been writing on a mirror with a razor blade And chased away the devil in my brain that played me like a spade Cause day today, painted jaded faith issues a shade of gray And cowered, hid behind emotion just to pay it safe A pawn, slowly turning victim to my wrongs I had to wake up all alone to finally figure out my wants In the house of haunted love the past will keep me warned and explain me Even if you’re listening through the storm I found a purpose and if you heard this then sit it down Pick its brain until it opens up and redirects the sound The conductor, frozen thunder rumbling through the ground With a perfect little twist of that suit of armor And crown You created, built for denying it Hiding the cuts and bruises due to the self-inflicted bone crushing anxiety I’m with you, so understand that all of this within you Has chiselled you a flower out of stone Yeah you are not alone Grab hold of yourself, I know what it’s like to get blown away I know you, that You’ve done your dirt and you’ve dug your graves and it feels like it won’t be saved I say grab hold yourself and face those days when you feel like it always rains I’ve seen the sunny side of hell, that which I never Thought I’d find for myself Never thought I’d find for myself