Healing To Suffer Again

I feel cheated, so I cheat myself I feel defeated, so I defeat myself Drown your sorrows again and again Push away and deny this misery These feelings and instincts remain I'm struggling to pull myself from my grave Let me be the one with the infinite Let me be the one Let me be the one with the infinite I won't be chained to the earth I just need the will To suppress the urge I can't suppress the urge I've built so many barriers I'm healing to suffer again Time has given me no remorse Spiritually bankrupt Just give me the grace to oppose this sin Haunted by the things I've done Is this guilt and shame the price I pay I hate myself for this weakness I won't be chained to the earth --- Healing to Suffer Again - Hatebreed