Heavy

I took my life in the palm of my hands I apologize for all that I am Was it happenstance or holy war That lead me to you and away from her Heavy as a heartbreak Heavy as a broken home If you ever loved me How come you never said so? I was never sure, of course I never asked I never had the heart for living in the past If it ever comes and I hope it never does Just know that you're the one I'm watching from above Heavy as a heartbreak Heavy as a broken home If you ever loved me How come you never said so? Heavy as a heartbreak Heavy as a broken home If you ever loved me How come you never said so? Take a sigh, take a breath in Keep 'em close, keep 'em guessing People lie, learn a lesson Count your friends and your blessings Take a sigh, take a breath in Keep 'em close, keep 'em guessing People lie, learn a lesson Count your friends and your blessings Heavy as a heartbreak Heavy as a broken home If you ever loved me How come you never said so? Heavy as a heartbreak Heavy as a broken home If you ever loved me How come you never said so? I still think of you when I hear your name There's a part of me that still wants to pray For plans forgot, for sins that forgave Maybe most of all for the price we paid