Waste My Time

They keep claiming somethings out there but I just don't know what that means Was I put here with a purpose or is there something after me Cause I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be Can you help me find a reason Cause I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless Cause I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you There's a ripple in existence and I have seen what lies beneath There's a man behind the curtain and the distortion is killing me Cause I swear to god this isn't what we're meant to be Can you help me find a reason and bring me back to reality Cause I don't wanna waste my time trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you Rapturous hands clamor for the night Shadows refracting in the moonlight Who needs a kingdom when you've found a knife To carve out a space between your dead eyes I feel it creeping in through the back of my head What kind of father leaves his children for dead I feel you skulking out there in the abyss You want my soul, well you can have it Cause I'm not gonna waste my time trying to bring you back to me I don't wanna fall in line groveling at your feet Is this as real as it gets or is our time meaningless I don't wanna waste my time crawling back to you