Habit

Where do I begin with you You've been the pain in my neck The weight on my back Everything that's ever did me wrong just leads back to you I can't seem to shake this feeling No one knows the person i am anymore I'm forever dancing on the cards of virtue & vice Trapped in the wheel of misfortune and hope I'm rolling the dice at the end of my rope Oh I wish, how I wish I could fucking restart No person was meant to succeed from the start Coming to terms with the addiction inside (Breathe, Breathe) Laying to waste all the poison inside (Breathe, Breathe) Dancing with the devil on my hospital bed The wrapping of fingers around my head I'm breaking down Look into my eyes and tell me what you fucking see Everyday's a constant uphill battle with reoccurring fate I can tell by your silences that this time together Doesn't mean what I once thought it did --- Habit - Holehearted