What I Wouldn't Give

Feeling like I can't forgive But I want to It's like I don't know how to live I'm afraid to I used to think, take them as they come Without hesitation, no Now it's like my head is filled with lies And persuasions As the sun begins to fall I hear her calling out to me She's saying, hurry it's one more day gone What I wouldn't give just to forget So I can remember how to live again I want to live again I'm feeling dissonant And distracted Toxic chemicals are spilling in my head And they're bleeding deadly reactions As the moon begins to rise It shows me all the colours That I'm hiding, I'm hiding myself What I wouldn't give just to forget What I wouldn't give to get some rest So I can remember how to live again I want to live again Am I desperately losing this fight When I should really be choosing my flight Take me, take me, take me now What I wouldn't give just to forget What I wouldn't give to get some rest So I can remember how to live again I want to live again What I wouldn't give just to forget What I wouldn't give to get some rest What I wouldn't give just to forget So I can remember how to live