I Find It Hard

I find it hard to keep my head on straight I find it hard to make new friends nowadays I find it hard to find some constant love So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs I find it hard to keep my head on straight I find it hard to make new friends nowadays I find it hard to find some constant love So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs Who's gonna pick me up when I'm down? No one I'm just tryna find some pleasure in it, yeah, yeah (okay) I'm just tryna find some better in it, yeah, yeah (okay) I could really change the weather in here, yeah, yeah Throwin' money in the air Only time they really care Everybody stop and stare Tell me what I wanna hear Okay, life's not fair, no, is it just the way I live? I can't tell, no, I don't have a fuck to give Time will tell though (oh) Chilling in the deep end, I keep gamblin' with my life I find it hard to keep my head on straight I find it hard to make new friends nowadays I find it hard to find some constant love So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs I find it hard to keep my head on straight I find it hard to make new friends nowadays I find it hard to find some constant love So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs Bag it up, whip it up, cook it up, splash (splash) I am that nigga now, I'm on the map (map) I got a Goyard, it sit on my back (back) You niggas is slow, I'm running 'em laps I can't relax, I can't relax Hop on that demon like I'm on the track Countin' my hundreds, I sleep with a stack Bad lil' bitch and her ass is fat Mm, business just been booming now Mm, chopper, it go boom, boom, pow Mm, I'ma let it sing out loud After party, got it jumping like it's Rolling Loud Baguette stones in my teeth, it's white gold I'm so cold, do it with my eyes closed Don't get close, I swear this life get so low Not complaining 'cause I know that this the life I chose I find it hard to keep my head on straight (my head on straight) I find it hard to make new friends nowadays (new friends nowadays) I find it hard to find some constant love (love) So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs I find it hard to keep my head on straight (my head on straight) I find it hard to make new friends nowadays (new friends nowadays) I find it hard to find some constant love (love) So I went and fucked around and fell in love with these drugs --- I Find It Hard - iann dior