Live A Lie

How you goin' do that to me? (sigh) I can't believe this I wish I never ever got drunk that night Made me foolish enough to come to your crib Walked up the stairs and then I turned on the lights Couldn't even speak because it happened so quick I wish I never saw your punk ass that night You always seem to calm me down with your lies Even though I know better I try and I try But you always have the perfect alibi If a lie goin' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth goin' make me cry I rather just live a lie If a lie goin' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth goin' make me cry I rather just live a lie I wish I never ever saw you that night Rite now I'd still be thinking we were OK I called you just before I got on my flight I say 'I love you', And you tell me the same If I could go back in time I never would of called your phone up Never would of dialed your number Never would of gotten that drunk If I could go back in time I never would of gotten that tore Never would of asked for one more Never would of walked through your door If a lie goin' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth goin' make me cry I rather just live a lie If a lie goin' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth goin' make me cry I rather just live a lie Easier to live Like you don't see nothing Even tho it ain't rite Harder to turn over in your bed and he ain't by your side I think if I didn't walk in that night And see you with my own eyes I would still be living a lie Just gotta know Whatever you do It's goin' come back to you I cant' believe this If a lie goin' get me through I rather not know the truth If the truth goin' make me cry I rather just live a lie --- Live a Lie - Jazmine Sullivan