Still

It's been a long time since we last spoke I still wonder what you're up to After all the shit we've been through And I've been spending a lot of time drinking and smoking Hoping to subdue The thought of you in my head So if you're out there somewhere And if you still even care Possibly still questioning what is he doing I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain Since you've been away I don't wanna feel anymore And there's probably people telling you that I'm doing fine Just taking my time Although it appears that I'm strong It still hurts There's been a lot of nights when I feel alone Needed someone to talk to 'Cause I just need to get through And I've been spending a lot of money On things that I don't need Hoping that I'll feel new But I can't get you out my head So if you're out there somewhere And if you still even care Possibly still questioning what is he doing I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain Since you've been away I don't wanna feel anymore And there's probably people telling you that I'm doing fine Just taking my time Although it appears that I'm strong I've been tryna find a way to numb all this pain (girl, I've been trying to find a way) Since you've been away (a way that I can numb this pain) I don't wanna feel anymore (I don't wanna feel) And there's probably people telling you That I'm doing fine (I'm just tryna get you outta my head) Just taking my time Although it appears that I'm strong It still hurts