Pray

I thought I wanted love 'til you showed me what it was I've never been golden but I swear that I showed it It's a blessin' and a curse, for the better, it's only worse Wouldn't wish this on no one, it's one hell of a low one We're goin' up, we goin' down We can run it back, we can work it out But, no Late at night, goin' out my mind Prayin' that the sun don't rise Like, no, mm Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't (Ooh, ooh) It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know (Ooh, ooh) Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water Wakin' up, knowin' I'm somebody's daughter, but I don't know a lot about my father Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no I need some medicine, this shit that my head is in Got me thinkin', questionin', lyin' in this bed I'm in Up at night, drinkin' liquor like it's water Maybe that's the reason I don't do shit like I oughta, no Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't (Ooh, ooh) It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know (Ooh, ooh) You might love the highs but you ain't seen the lows You don't know the half of it and I pray you'll never know Whoa Wakin' up but wishin' that you don't (wishin' that you don't) (ooh, ooh) It's somethin' that I pray you'll never know (Ooh, ooh) You never know, you never know You never know