I Feel Like Dying

I can't change, hate that I need it Blow my brains if you really leavin’ Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I’m tryin' It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin' Gun to my head, yeah People talkin' 'bout me like I died, I'm not dead yet Maybe if I did then I'd be finally gettin’ rest, yeah Maybe if I died, they’d finally listen what I said, yeah, yеah, yeah I'm so sick of people sayin’ that thеy know what's in my interests Barely go outside and now I really got no friends left So many mistakes, I don't think I got no sins left Killed so many rappers, wonder who they gonna sin next Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces I can’t change, hate that I need it Blow my brains if you really leavin' Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin' It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin' Trust issues always in my head like that Try to change me, swear I always gotta fight back Can you blame me, yeah, when this is all that I have? No one made me, no one else is takin' this path 'Cause everyone is fake, so concerned with being numb There's more to life than money but they keep their eyes closed I gotta be myself 'cause if I don't, they pull me low Know I gotta do it, I can feel it in my bones Up in flames, I'm the only one to blame, yeah, yeah, yeah So go ahead and dig my grave, break me to pieces I can't change, hate that I need it Blow my brains if you really leavin' Can't be saved, so kill all my feelings I been to the bottom but you know I still fight it Never sold my soul, so why the hell I can't find it? Everything I want blows up when I'm tryin' It's so hard to live when I feel like dyin' --- I Feel Like Dying - Josh A