TRAUMA

I got traumas that I run from Can't let go of all the pain And I just want someone to show me, tell me that I'll be fine I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright But I'm breaking Hard to deal with what I'm facing And you know my heart's been racing Got too many pills I'm taking, taking Inside, yeah, I keep it inside I bottle emotions and swallow my pride I'm just fillin' the void with money, cars, and drugs And the women I love, they're just usin' me up, like It's hard to be sane when everybody wanna try me Friends switch up, now I know they never liked me Been too many times that I'm fallin' out the deep end Lonely vibes 'cause I'm fallin' out of sequence I'm runnin' too fast, but I don't know why Even with this cash, I can't get by Everybody talk, they don't know my life But I still try I got traumas that I run from Can't let go of all the pain And I just want someone to show me, tell me that I'll be fine I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright But I'm breaking Hard to deal with what I'm facing And you know my heart's been racing Got too many pills I'm taking, taking I carry on, but it's so exhausting Dead friends and family haunt me Barely living, I feel like a zombie I feel invisible, nobody wants me I ruined everything and I know it's all my fault How can I change when I got these obstacles? It's all in my brain, I got depression in my skull Just want to escape, but it feels impossible I'm runnin' too fast, but I don't know why Even with this cash, I can't get by Everybody talk, they don't know my life But I still try I got traumas that I run from Can't let go of all the pain And I just want someone to show me, tell me that I'll be fine I want someone who cares, tell me that I'm alright But I'm breaking Hard to deal with what I'm facing And you know my heart's been racing Got too many pills I'm taking, taking --- TRAUMA - Josh A