Light up a Fire

All of the pieces I put together Are suddenly breaking apart I feel weak My husband left I told him get out the way of my life It's hard to forgive rivers of lies God I remember the days When I thought I could fly Everything that I wanted I'd do with my life But now I am Just staying alive Hiding oceans inside Everyday I hold on to my cigarettes And my bottle of wine I guess I need a change Still I am here and I'm willing to light up a fire I'm willing to light up a fire And all these visions they drive me crazy Constantly wrecking my mind I can't sleep Yes I've wished for death But I'm not the first one and I'm not ashamed I found deep in me there's still a flame God I remember the days When I thought I could fly Everything that I wanted I'd do with my life But now I am Just staying alive Hiding oceans inside Everyday I hold on to my cigarettes And my bottle of wine Yes I need a change Still I am here and I'm willing to light up a fire I'm willing to light up a fire Hold me tight Never let me go Hold me tight Don't let me go No, no I'm willing to light up fire Uh-uh-uh-uh A fire, fire, fire... A fire, fire, fire... --- Light up a Fire - Juana Everett