Rejoice

All of my friends, a plastic bag Walking around, jumping the train tracks It's over the fence, veins all black Sleep on a bench in the park on my birthday Call the blue lights Cursed your name When I find I'm still awake Give me everything good I'll throw it away I wish I could quit but I can't stand the shakes Choking smoke, singing your praise But I think there's a god and he hears either way I rejoice, and complain I never know what to say But I think there's a god and he hears either way And I rejoice, and complain Lift my voice, that I was made Somebody's listening at night The ghosts of my price when I pray Asking, "why did you let them leave And then make me stay?" Know my name and all of my hideous mistakes I rejoice, I rejoice I rejoice, I rejoice --- Rejoice - Julien Baker