For My Dawg

No I ain't got the answers to this I'm wondering if this is as bad as it gets oh Will you pass or you live Why is it that my best friend has this cancer and shit no We had laughed up as kids In different situations by my side where you been so I'm by your side like a hip I write this out with you by your side 'til the end no No I don't have the answers Why is it that my best friend has this cancer And everything around me doesn't matter They say it's in his body growing faster It's growing faster What is this bad luck I'm losing my best friend, getting my cash up The chemo that he has they say is standard But that shit going bad, it hasn't backed up, it hasn't backed up It has his back against the wall, scared that he will fall I see it in his eyes, see the doubt and see the flaws I got him through forever cause forever he my dog On his floor where I sleep, when he need me he just call Cause I'm a real one And I can't give a fuck about these millions And I will give it up to see him live on To raise his daughter up cause she's so brilliant Cause she's so brilliant This is for my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg Now Fred There's so many words left unsaid I mean it from the heart if I could change it you'll be here I said I wish you'd die, didn't mean that shit for real When I heard you really died, man, that shit just gave me chills We were trippin' Arguing over dumb shit off the liquid I said a lot of shit and if I could I'd do it different I never understood until I got in this position That family means the most to me and you are what we missin' Now I got his back and got it faithfully This isn't make believe Man, you gone is not a dream I pulled up to your funeral, somebody hit the beat I still walked inside to see you put to rest in peace And it fucked me up I feel I got a problem, getting drunk too much I drink it out the bottle, still not drunk enough I can't apologize because I fucked it up Man, I fucked it up This is for my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg For my dawg This is just a record for my dawg --- For My Dawg - Kamaiyah