up to me

I think I'm fallin' in love with this new girl She's got a nice place west of the 405 But I miss gettin' drunk with you from a paper bag Sometimes we drive up the coast on the weekends And party with her cool friends at the Chateau Marmont But I miss goin' nowhere with you up and down Fairfax What hurts the most is just how close we got to To the life we dreamed, now I'm doin' everything without you If it was up to me, I'd be with you every night If it was up to me, I'd let you win every fight If it was up to me, you would still, still be mine But it wasn't up to me, up to me I got my first check, you always said I'd make it Have you heard they're playin' LANY on the radio? Wish you were with me celebratin' out in Malibu I'm not sayin' that my girl's not amazin' I keep lookin' for a problem but there's nothin' wrong The only problem is I can't turn her into you If it was up to me, I'd be with you every night If it was up to me, I'd let you win every fight If it was up to me, you would still, still be mine But it wasn't up to me, up to me If it was up to me, ink your name on my arm If it was up to me, closin' down that corner bar If it was up to me, you wouldn't have broke my heart But it wasn't up to me, up to me If it was up to me If it was up to me If it was up to me If it was up to me --- up to me - LANY