Only Human

Da-da Da-da-da, da Uh, please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that You watching, so much pressure Still God I thank, I'll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up I'ma say Let's get it Get it done, everyday proving that I'm still Your son If you hear me, and you with me Heaven not too far, far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell Ain't no prescription for my brokeness No pills for hopelessness I still pop them, tryna cope with it I cry from loneliness Devil played his part and played me I'm foolish, grew too lazy God said, "Take heed lest you fall" But I'm such an October baby Need you to hold me down (down) World tryna slow me down (down) Know me now Know my vices, Kryptonites They entice me 'til I slowly drown Now I'm on holy ground Can't fight these battles alone They after my home They after my mind They after my time You said I'm an heir They after the throne I thought I was running from demons But maybe I'm running from me And my tether is roaming Running from clones We talking 'bout running the city But most of us running from home Running from trauma and poverty I hit the lottery I thought they'd leave me alone Look at me, richer than ever But poor as a beggar When you look inside of my soul Broke the sacred rules And paid a lot of dues, on my soul Almost lost my family Drank the devil's juice, on my soul Thought I was immune A superhuman fool, on my soul If I lose my life somehow I still don't lose, on my soul (uh) Please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that You watching, so much pressure Still God I thank, I'll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up I'ma say Let's get it Get it done, everyday proving that I'm still Your son If you hear me, and you with me Heaven not too far, far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell Oh my God, how'd I beat the odds? How I beat the charge? Oh my God, how you make the moon? How you speak the stars? Oh my God, when they see my flaws They gon' call me fraud I was lost, blinded by applause Now I know my calling Said I admit it I'm counting the minutes They coming to get it Go tell them I'm with it They killed a Messiah They don't have no limits So what they gon' do to me? Give me my sentence Or hit me with venom I don't have opinions All I got is patience And a couple pennies I ain't independent Leaning on the spirit I know we gon' win it So go hang the pennants I was in the mansion going out my mind Had the doctors on the line Wifey crying, mama crying We'll be fine, know I'm lying I ain't wanna live, my babies need me live Come too far to shut my eyes But all this pain, I can't survive But God said, hold up I got it, I do this He lifted my head up And help me get to it He gave me the beauty for ashes, I blew it I thought I was ruined He started renewing I look at my life, I'm like, "What is you doing?" He look at my life, He like, "Already knew it And yet I still love you I'm walking you through it Your actions are foolish But I know you're human" (human) Please forgive me if I mess up Knowing that You watching, so much pressure Still God I thank, I'll never let up So everyday when I see the sun come up I'ma say Let's get it Get it done, everyday proving that I'm still Your son If you hear me, and you with me Heaven not too far, far as I can tell You just gotta go through a little hell --- Only Human - Lecrae and BJ the Chicago Kid