Paralysis

(I wanna go to sleep, but I never will) Oh I wanna take control of my body But I don't know where to start I'm wide awake Coz a bad dream's never that far away And I can't escape The hell I'm in, hell I'm in, hell I'm in Am I cursed or overtired? Gets worse when I close my eyes I've never been to church But I'll pray this time Demon of the night Don't keep me paralyzed I feel the devil's weight holding me down I'm trying to speak I need you to hear me now I keep reaching out I'm somewhere between The real world and make believe (I wanna go to sleep, but I never will) I made a bad mistake For letting myself drift far away If I sin then heaven won't Let me in, let me in, let me in If I don't try and resist I'll lie in the abyss and hope to die So I can't give in This is what it's like with my paralysis I feel the devil's weight holding me down I'm trying to speak I need you to hear me now I keep reaching out I'm somewhere between The real world and make believe (I wanna go to sleep, but I never will) I'm wide awake Coz a bad dream is never that far away, no And I can't escape the hell I'm in, no I made a bad mistake For letting myself drift far away, no If I pray, will it end? Will someone tell me will I break before then (I wanna go to sleep, but I never will) "Some people even describe hearing Footsteps getting closer Seeing intruders, demons or spirits And feeling as if they are about to die" I feel the devil's weight holding me down I'm trying to speak I need you to hear me now I keep reaching out I'm somewhere between The real world and make believe (Wanna go to sleep, but I never will) I feel the devil's weight holding me down I'm trying to speak I need you to hear me now I keep reaching out I'm somewhere between The real world and make believe