you don't deserve these tears

I think I really need a therapist 'Cause you really fucked me up I think it's kinda funny that your mom and dad are texting me "congrats" on all my songs I think I should be over this 'Cause it's been too fucking long I should be forgetting you, hating you, moving on Where did I go wrong? 'Cause you don't deserve it the way that I'm hurting Oh, how did I end up here? 'Cause you're out there laughing While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror Screaming you don't deserve these tears Maybe I should text you drunk Try and run into your friends See you at a party, say "you're sorry" That you miss me and you wish we didn't end Oh, damn it, what the fuck? I'm getting all up in my head I know that you were shitty Didn't treat me right So why am I still missing you again? 'Cause you don't deserve it the way that I'm hurting Oh, how did I end up here? 'Cause you're out there laughing While I'm stuck here crying in the mirror Screaming you don't deserve these tears So why am I crying? Why am I crying? Tell me why am I crying Why am I crying?