Clothes I Slept In

I think I went crazy Trying to stay sane Trying to keep my head out of the grave I never thought to expect More than manic bliss I think I lost it Stuck at the big end of the bottle Where all I mean to say It all goes down with the dregs Lost in the swirling haze I think I went crazy Trying to remain Trying to make some sense of the mess in my brain Fingers crossed that this Is the worst that my head is going to get Of everything I thought I'd need In this desperate waking dream Is standing right in front of me You're just standing there like heaven While I'm still wearing the clothes I slept in Telling myself just keep on breathing It's your spirit that I'm seeing And it's burning bright and clear I've never felt a time Where everything I am Felt less defined Trying to find the safest place to land When every single thing I need A vision and a dream Is standing right in front of me You're just standing there like heaven While I'm still wearing the clothes I slept in Telling myself just keep on breathing It's your spirit that I'm seeing And it's burning bright and clear Relying on your easy glow To pull me up from the undertow The faces that we show So far from our own