The Outsider

Does it feel like there's somebody missing at the party Or is everybody fine where they are (Without me?) Do you even care that I'm the only one not there Or was forgetting me not really that hard? Do I hate missing out Or hate the thought of you not missing me? Missing me (oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh) See you still when I close my eyes I go back to those summer nights Driving fast down a dead end road Staying out past the afterglow Now you're laughing with someone new Doing things that we used to do And I'm just someone you used to know The outsider of an inside joke So hard not to notice when you're not around Caught up in a memory and I can't come down And nobody warned me how bad it would haunt me To see you so happy out on your own Do I hate missing out Or hate the thought of you not missing me? Missing me (oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh) See you still when I close my eyes I go back to those summer nights Driving fast down a dead end road Staying out past the afterglow Now you're laughing with someone new Doing things that we used to do And I'm just someone you used to know The outsider of an inside joke Is the joke on me? Was I the only one that Didn't see it coming? (oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh) Is the joke on me? Was I the only one that Didn't see it coming? (oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh) See you still when I close my eyes I go back to those summer nights Driving fast down a dead end road Staying out past the afterglow Now you're laughing with someone new Doing things that we used to do And I'm just someone you used to know The outsider of an inside joke And I'm just someone you used to know The outsider of an inside joke --- The Outsider - Lyn Lapid