Life

I didn't mean to pull the trigger, I swear But now she's dead and there ain't no coming back once you there I hope she knew that I loved her, I hope she knew that I cared Your food getting cold, why don't you come sit down in this chair We can talk about all the things we should have done All the arguments that you probably would have won But I'm stubborn, baby, you knew that when you told me that you loved me And I told you that I loved you back But now you laying on the tile, I'm waiting for a smile So I'll stay here for a while, when the cops come in They're gonna have to take me away And I tell 'em, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it" Guess I'm just emotional And maybe kinda stupid I just wanna hold you close So what I have to give you away And I tell 'em, I'm sorry I'm not a bad person I couldn't take your pain away I guess I'm undeserving But if I can't have you to myself Then you're, gone I didn't mean to pull the trigger, I swear Life full of surprises, but that shit isn't fair Tell me how we live is different, guess this shit kinda rare Your food getting cold, why don't you come sit down in this chair We can talk about everything you hate on this earth And that you're getting tired, cause you making it work But can I kiss you just one more time Baby lemme close your eyes, feel your lips touching mine I'm sure I've never seen you look more heavenly Now I'm rubbing on your back, whispering rest in peace It's okay baby, go to sleep I'll keep you safe, you alone with me Say I wouldn't hurt you, I lied I don't deserve you, I tried So I'm a stay by your side But when the cops come in They're gonna have to take me away And I tell 'em, "I'm sorry I didn't mean to do it" Guess I'm just emotional And maybe kinda stupid I just wanna hold you close So what I have to give you away And I tell 'em, I'm sorry I'm not a bad person I couldn't take your pain away I guess I'm undeserving But if I can't have you to myself Then you're, gone