Cold Winter

I'm too cold to be alone this winter, I'm too old to be alone. I just want to hold you this winter, I know you get so cold. I just want to call you this winter. Where are you tonight? Why aren't you here? You should be looking after me this winter, I sure as hell can't. Behind everything I do stares the cold truth I don't have you. I still love you, I must be the world's biggest fool. Everyday I wish you weren't so braw coz I miss you. How am I supposed to unmake the world's biggest mistake. I don't want to be your open wound all winter; you don't need to see me cry. I think I need professional help to get better, this may take some time. My life is dead and I can't see a future, I never could and I still can't. Do you still think I'd make a terrible father? I guess his blood still runs in me. Behind everything I do stares the cold truth I don't have you. I still love you, I must be the world's biggest fool. Everyday I wish you weren't so braw coz I miss you. How am I supposed to unmake the world's biggest mistake. --- Cold Winter - Malcolm Middleton