Overthinking

Stay up late and I can't sleep. I lose time and I don't why Words circle in my head like Poison with a needle and a thread. Sew me up. Keep my head shut. Panic and anger fill up my bedroom. Thinking about the words that you were screaming as your make up ran ever slowly down your face. I think I went and said too much. Shit... And maybe I'm just overthinking. Maybe I don't really need to know. But so much times been wasted. And I'm just stuck thinking that it's all the same. Who but I thinks about it everyday? What makes you fuck with my head when I say that I'm okay and there's no way I could let you take it? Ha. Yeah. I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you. Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through. And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you. You've got nothing to prove. And I'm nothing like you. Cause lately I'm feeling displaced In every single space, That I spend time in and I can't relate. All of the words that I wrote were mistakes. And I just see hate when I look in your face. And all my hallways, They echo endless and always, My voice remained just incoherent, All I wanted was just to talk to you. Cause every single night I'm awake, I feel my armor slip away, As you dig the knife inside of me. I felt my walls collide with you. I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you. Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through. And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you. You've got nothing to prove. And I'm nothing like you. When's it enough? This is has gone way past love. It just feels personal. It keeps me up. And I'm so paranoid, I keep distance just to hold my head above the water. You'd have me sink right through with you. I felt my walls collide with you. I'm a mess and that's really nothing new to you. Break my neck from all the stress you fucking put me through. And I don't know why I still let you waste my time but you. You've got nothing to prove. And I'm nothing like you.