Enemies

Yeah, yeah, yeah Everybody tryna take what I have now They were no where to be seen when it was man down I used to hang on the corner with a bad crowd Drinkin' 40's every morning 'til we pass out Times like leaves in the fall Now with every single breath like I feel the withdrawals And I just wanna see what's beneath all the fog And then maybe I could leave with a piece of it all, but Fuck that, I'ma throw it in liesen And I've been in the eight years and the ninth inning Triflin', I ride through the night with the lights dimming And I've been in the fight for my life, man, it's like prison Starin' at the clock while the time tickin' I'm thinkin' everybody's eyeing me so I'm drinkin' So anxious, I can't turn the pages I'm so mad that I'm actually painless They thinkin' I'm doin' alright in the spot light The role model, I got everything they want, right And I'm so fucked that I'm crossed-eyed But they still keep askin' how I lost sight? Hmm, man, I wonder too I'm just out here doin' what the fuck I choose And it's wonderful, I'm not one of you I got stuff to do, so yeah, f******u too They think I'm crazy 'cause I got some violent tendencies But maybe it's 'cause everybody's lookin' like my enemy These cold sweats always tend to get the best of me Maybe it's 'cause everybody's lookin' like my enemy My enemy, yup, yup My enemy My enemy, yup, yup My enemy My enemy My enemy My enemy Just let it breathe Fat rude tattooed motherfucka If I say this direct that you, motherfucka You can't ever do what I do, motherfucka In the stew drinkin' brew with a few motherfuckas But that's beside the point But somethin' still missin' 'til I find the void I don't this shit for them, it's 'cause I enjoy it Now all these records labels say they wanna sign the boy, no I'll do just fine by my lonely Three bottles down and it's five in the morning 'Cause that's when I feel like my life is in motion And I'ma keep smokin' until I get exhausted I don't wanna talk to no rappers They act hard but they all got it backwards They see me out and I got caught in the madness These keyboard warriors do not got the password I'm so high, I'm delusional I think back on my past like who'd a known And it take to a place where I used to go Where there was no stress and all we do is smoke, yup And I don't wanna sound like a cry-baby But it must be the drugs bruh, I'm faded So fried that my eyes get dilated I can't rap and this track was in sign language They think I'm crazy 'cause I got some violent tendencies But maybe it's 'cause everybody's lookin' like my enemy These cold sweats always tend to get the best of me Maybe it's 'cause everybody's lookin' like my enemy My enemy, yup, yup My enemy My enemy, yup, yup My enemy My enemy My enemy My enemy Just let it breathe --- Enemies - Merkules