Trying

Walk a long road with myself No one by my side Put out my hand and reach for help But nobody saw my signs Don't want wake up everyday I been trying I put my face inside my hoodies just to stop all my crying And I might say that I'm okay but I hope you know that I'm lying I might just succumb to my thoughts, I think I'm tired of trying In the spotlight and the lights, they best not dim I done take so many L's I think it's time for me to win Feelings come out of my brain and start to crawl throughout my skin Gotta wipe away my tears because they're falling off my chin, yeah I finna never take no L's I don't like to talk to randoms so don't hit up on my cell, nah You ain't ever seen this side of me I'm coming out my shell If you talk to me you better watch your tone boy do not yell, nah Back to the basics, wake up and go to sleep Don't know who's my friend, I don't know if they even care for me People always ditch me, I wonder when they're gonna leave Hood over my head but the wind is blowing all on me Sticks and stones may break my bones Don't need friends, better off alone Leave my side, you can fuck off and go Got some snakes in the grass I think I need to mow People say they ride or die but then they stab you in your back and leave And that's why I don't trust what niggas say, no I can not believe And now you know why I keep my circle small cus' people lie to me I finna all watch out for all my brothers, go up finally You a bitch boy, I could give less, don't give a fuck You was cappin' on the gang so now we gotta come run it Shots is gonna fucking shoot at you, yeah we gon let it bust My bad nigga I'm so sorry didn't mean to cuss, sike Walk a long road with myself No one by my side Put out my hand and reach for help But nobody saw my signs Don't want wake up everyday I been trying I put my face inside my hoodies just to stop all my crying And I might say that I'm okay but I hope you know that I'm lying I might just succumb to my thoughts, I think I'm tired of trying