Deathbox

I'm not in a state of despair Nothing seems to fit my mind And although I can't be there I still know that there's a place for someone Just like me Now will I ever wake up Wake up to see the box I'm in And will I ever stand up I'm standing on the edge of inability And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that I carry deep inside The changing faces forces me to leave the traces Of the stranger things that are growing in my mind Oh I know that I have Done this once or twice before The names are still a blur I'm arrogantly close to falling of the edge I know I'm not insane Though my head hurts on the inside The images disturb me I know I'm not insane, I'm not what they call me They're no good, still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paint my world They're no good, still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox And though I'm trying it still penetrates my body All these demons that I carry deep inside The changing faces force me to leave the traces Of the stranger things that's growing in my mind Now will I ever wake up Wake up to see the box I'm in And will I ever stand up I'm standing on the edge of inability Now is this a failure My project kill is right awake I'm all burned out from pressure My thoughts have brought me to my knees Awake in pain They're no good, still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me The blood just paints my world They're no good, still surrounding me Forcing my actions upon me They're forcing my actions upon my deathbox