Why I'm Here

It's the reason for my pain In a season to celebrate I don't want to be full of hate For anybody, but it's too late Everyone has been in my face Telling me that I'm a disgrace Showing me things that I must face Telling me that they need their space I can't love you anymore I'm scared of the sound of it It's the reason why I'm down I'm beaten been pushed around Hit the ceiling without a sound Everyone I know considers me a clown I can't love you anymore I'm scared of the sound of it I can't love you anymore Woman, I just wanted more I can't love you anymore Scared of the sound of it And woman, I just wanted more It's the reason why I'm here