1 step forward, 3 steps back

Called you on the phone today Just asked you how you are All I did was speak normally Somehow I still struck a nerve You got me fucked up in the head, boy Never doubted myself so much Like am I pretty? Am I fun, boy? I hate that I give you power on that kind of stuff 'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back I'm the love of your life until I make you mad It's always one step forward and three steps back Do you want me, love me, hate me, boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand Maybe in some masochistic way I kinda find it all exciting Like which lover will I get today? You walk we to the door and send me home crying 'Cause it's always one step forward and three steps back I'm the love of your life until I make you mad It's always one step forward and three steps back Do you want me, love me, hate me, boy, I don't understand No it's back and forth, did I say somethin' wrong? It's back and forth, goin' over everything I said It's back and forth, did I do somethin' wrong? It's back and forth, baby, this is all your fault Instead it's one step forward and three steps back And I'd leave you but the roller coaster's all I've ever had Instead it's one step forward and three steps back And I'd leave you but the roller coaster's all I've ever had It's always one step forward and three steps back Do you want me, love me, hate me, boy, I don't understand No, I don't understand --- 1 step forward, 3 steps back - Olivia Rodrigo