Karl (I Wonder What It's Like to Die)

I was fourteen, my brother was twenty When my dad sat me down, and told me you'd left me I never listened when they called you crazy I see so much of you in me lately I wrote a song for you And it's called "Hide + Seek" You never heard it but I, I got it tattooed on me And I'd love to see you sitting in your chair Smoking away, beautifully unaware I wonder what it's like to die? Sometimes you cross my mind Well that's a fucking lie 'Cause you're on my mind all of the time I wonder what it's like to die? Got in the taxi after my London show And your favourite song came on the radio I cried a little, then I stopped Oh, you know I can't hide it I miss you so much It was Christmas day when my mum found you She puts on a brave face, but I can see right through But your mind was beautiful, unusual, so loveable But you were beautiful, unusual, so loveable I wonder what it's like to die? Sometimes you cross my mind Well that's a fucking lie 'Cause you're on my mind all of the time I wonder, what it's like to die? --- Karl (I Wonder What It's Like to Die) - Pale Waves