Not That Beautiful

I'm bringing a vest and I run from the past I pick up the phone just to find I'm alone It's wearing me out and the weight of my sins Kill the faith that I have so it's time to begin Back to the start just to see how it feels I was the one who had thought you could heal Now that it's over it's time to move on Because I was the righteous and you were the wrong Every time I try to run and hide I feel your heart take me I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to death everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I suffer inside just to feel I'm alive I bury the truth cause I know it's a lie I never said all the things I could say Because you were the master and I was a slave If I could find me a drug to forget you I'd overdose on the day that I met you Kill all the drama it's time to move on Because I am the righteous and you were the wrong Every time I try to run and hide I feel your heart take me I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to death everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I'm not that pitiful You're not so beautiful Every time I look into your eyes I see a demon in disguise You fucking make me sick You are the one that I despise You take me and break me You feed me lies And all you gave in return was my demise So maybe I'm just crazy for believing this shit But goddamn I can't believe I'm fucking dealing with this It's like a nightmare and I can't wake up I just can't wake up I'm addicted to the games that you play You make me feel so pitiful Like you're so beautiful Your heart is beating me to death everyday But I am not that pitiful You're not that beautiful I'm not that pitiful You're not so beautiful Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful --- Not That Beautiful - Papa Roach