Channel For The Pain

I live all alone, I wonder why? I live all alone, I wonder why? See me shaking never making All my life and there is no other way 'Til I'm old enough and hit the ground Never choose because I'm here just to lose Besides a win would just release And just maybe solve my minor problems Don't want to seek, I won't make a demand Because I'm taking all the things That prevent me from knowing the truth Don't want to seek, I won't make a demand Because although my mind is breaking My existence makes a channel for the pain I live all alone, I wonder why? I live all alone, I wonder why? See me taking never giving all my life But there is no other way 'Til I'm old enough and hit the ground I only lose because I never did choose And all the loneliness that's there Is just the core of all my problems Don't want to seek, I won't make a demand Because I'm taking all the things That prevent me from knowing the truth Don't want to seek, I won't make a demand Because although my mind is breaking My existence makes a channel for the pain I live all alone, I wonder why? I live all alone, I wonder why? --- Channel for the Pain - Paradise Lost